My hand at blogging the journey through optometry school- the ups, downs, and in-betweens.

Monday, October 19, 2009

frustration.

frustrated...
with how frequently I am unproductive both when I try really hard to be and when I intend to.
with how ineffective I am when I am thinking I'm productive.
with people.
with having to study. all. the. time.
with myself for doing stupid things (such as letting the car door close, locking my backpack, purse, lunch COFFEE inside)
with how unorganized and lazy I let myself get.
with more people.
with the fact that I can't go home to see my little sister be a drum majorette.
because I can't give my friends at home hugs when they are down.
because I can't give them happy hugs either (babies and engagements)
because I'm missing my mom's birthday.
because I'm letting everything get to me when I know I shouldn't.

1 comment:

  1. One awesome thing about you: Sometime last year you came over to our apartment, and we talked, etc., but then you began a story. This was not the point of the story, but it is the part I remember because I was thinking, "man, she's a BA." You made a casserole. I just thought that was freakin' cool. So when I made a casserole last week, I thought about you a lot. Even after I made the casserole, I thought about you a lot. So here's a hug to you in the form of a pretend casserole. No, that doesn't make sense. But whatevs. Thinking of you, without a doubt :)

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