It was so wonderful to be back home for the week, to see everyone, to hang out, relax, eat delicious food, etc.
Today we noticed that one of our classmates wasn't there for Anatomy. He misses from time to time, but then we saw his roommate/best friend and girlfriend talking very seriously. His normally very social best friend was withdrawn. Our theory prof told us not 10 minutes later that he, our classmate and friend, will not be with us for at least the rest of the semester. Over break, he had gone to the doctor to get looked at because he had been having some odd symptoms recently. They are suspecting it to be lymphoma. They are pretty confident, but are still doing tests to make a more accurate diagnosis: if it really is, whether it's Hodgkin's/Non-Hodgkin's, where it's at, best course of treatment, etc.
It's a reminder that we can't take anything for granted.
Life. Love. Happiness. Each day. We never know what's headed our way.
Prayers for Cal.
- ash
- My hand at blogging the journey through optometry school- the ups, downs, and in-betweens.
Monday, November 30, 2009
Saturday, November 21, 2009
The Good Life
I arrived at the airport. Security asked to inspect my bags. They didn't like my diagnostic kit handles which are the battery power for my retina/ophthalmascopes and transilluminator. My boarding pass said I needed gate A7. So that's where I went. But that gate was heading to some crazy place, not Omaha. So I watch the board (like I should have in the first place) and see I need to go to gate B16... which is nearly a million miles away, or at least it seems like it when you have a crazy heavy backpack and suitcase. I finally get there (sweating because I left on my jacket) and sit down. Phew. Look across and see my old friend Ryan who lived on P4 freshman year and who I saw frequently in High School for speech meets. Ahhhhh! Another reason why Nebraska is a great place: you catch up with people from NE that you usually know in different states!
So we get on the plane. I start chewing gum. As the pilot gets on the intercom, which I thought was to tell us that we were getting ready to go to the runway, "Ladies and Gentlemen there's been a slight problem. We are missing a part for the (as I think, Oh CRAP! Lord Help Us!) Lavaratorie! We're working to get it fixed before we take off, but if we can't, there will not be any use of the lav during flight." 20 minutes later, they make us get off the plane and board a different one. 20 minutes later, we start moving toward the runway. 5 minutes later, they tell us that they do not have all of the luggage from the other plane accounted for. 5 minutes later, they said, "it's all here! we're number one for take off!" so I got on a plane at 6:20ish and actually left MEM around 8:20, about the time we were supposed to land in OMA. Whatev. Landed at 9:45. Way to cut into my Heathertime NWA!
But. I am here. It was cool to look as we were approaching, on the left side of the plane were the lights of Omaha. The right side? Pitiful looking Iowa. : ) Rough flight. But waaaaay the heck faster than driving. That's for sure!
So we get on the plane. I start chewing gum. As the pilot gets on the intercom, which I thought was to tell us that we were getting ready to go to the runway, "Ladies and Gentlemen there's been a slight problem. We are missing a part for the (as I think, Oh CRAP! Lord Help Us!) Lavaratorie! We're working to get it fixed before we take off, but if we can't, there will not be any use of the lav during flight." 20 minutes later, they make us get off the plane and board a different one. 20 minutes later, we start moving toward the runway. 5 minutes later, they tell us that they do not have all of the luggage from the other plane accounted for. 5 minutes later, they said, "it's all here! we're number one for take off!" so I got on a plane at 6:20ish and actually left MEM around 8:20, about the time we were supposed to land in OMA. Whatev. Landed at 9:45. Way to cut into my Heathertime NWA!
But. I am here. It was cool to look as we were approaching, on the left side of the plane were the lights of Omaha. The right side? Pitiful looking Iowa. : ) Rough flight. But waaaaay the heck faster than driving. That's for sure!
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
2 days...
Motivation is lacking. I'm ready to go home. Luckily, the test I have Friday shouldn't be too bad... But, I do need to study for it a little (lot) more. ; )
My cousin flies in tomorrow evening for an interview Friday. It will be awesome to have her here. My first real visitor, well, besides Mom and Dad! I have to be really motivated tomorrow to finish cleaning up our apartment and study enough before she gets in. Now, the big question: where do I take her for supper? bbq? mmm mm mm
One of the best things about her coming? Her flight leaves 10 minutes after mine Friday night. Which I really find comforting since I have never flown before. I know, right? My dad likes to drive and is afraid of heights so we always drove everywhere. I'm a little nervous, not too bad though.
Once I get back to NE? Heathertime. Bible Study Brunch. Tailgate a little, maybe? Huskers vs. Wildcats. Borrow a lane and patients to practice eye exams. Friends. Hugs. Visit the gang at work. and then go home! Talk MOH responsibilites with my Bride. Watch my little sis at District Mock Trial. Eat Turkey. Relax. Study. Eat Pie. Study. Catch up with high school friends. Eat pie. THANKSGIVING! eat pie. eat turkey. What a great break!
Once I get back here: 2.5 weeks until finals are over. a wedding in TX. and CHRISTMAS!
My cousin flies in tomorrow evening for an interview Friday. It will be awesome to have her here. My first real visitor, well, besides Mom and Dad! I have to be really motivated tomorrow to finish cleaning up our apartment and study enough before she gets in. Now, the big question: where do I take her for supper? bbq? mmm mm mm
One of the best things about her coming? Her flight leaves 10 minutes after mine Friday night. Which I really find comforting since I have never flown before. I know, right? My dad likes to drive and is afraid of heights so we always drove everywhere. I'm a little nervous, not too bad though.
Once I get back to NE? Heathertime. Bible Study Brunch. Tailgate a little, maybe? Huskers vs. Wildcats. Borrow a lane and patients to practice eye exams. Friends. Hugs. Visit the gang at work. and then go home! Talk MOH responsibilites with my Bride. Watch my little sis at District Mock Trial. Eat Turkey. Relax. Study. Eat Pie. Study. Catch up with high school friends. Eat pie. THANKSGIVING! eat pie. eat turkey. What a great break!
Once I get back here: 2.5 weeks until finals are over. a wedding in TX. and CHRISTMAS!
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Phew. What a week... and it's only Wednesday?
I'm hanging in there! Only 3 tests left until we get a WHOLE WEEK OFF!
I haven't been doing stellar on the tests I've taken, but I can't complain... So far, I haven't gotten a major grade < 80, so I'm okay with that, not necessarily happy, being the perfectionist that I am...
I woke up Friday with a sore, sore throat which progressed into congestion through the day. Saturday I woke up with major congestion and thought I had a sinus infection. I waited around to see the doctor who assured me it was only congestion and gave me an Rx for Flonase and instructions to take OTC Mucinex D, push the clear liquids and rest-- halting what little ambition I had to study for the Physiology test Monday. I watched the Blackshirts BOOM the Sooners and went to bed early.
Sunday I sat/laid by the pool while I studied and took a break to walk along the river. It was soo beautiful. the leaves are falling now and it's lovely!
Monday
Physiology Test went alright... and the day improved: I found out I can go to the football game while I'm home!!! My cousin called and asked if she could stay with me next week becuase she has an interview at UT Health!!! We had the afternoon off because Anatomy Lab is OVER (aside from the practical next week) so I cleaned the kitchen, baked pumpkin bars, made mashed taters and went to my friends' place for meatloaf, taters, green bean casserole and bars!!! mmmm mmm mmmmmm We ended up hanging out for a while afterwards which was nice, to relax.
Tuesday
We got our Theory Lab practical back... Not good. It's frustrating because I KNOW what I'm doing and I feel like it was set up unfairly, but that's how it goes, I guess. I wish we had better feedback on it, but that's how it goes. I guess. It was just an off day all together.
Today
I went into school for 6 hours even though we didn't have class in the morning nor lab this afternoon, but I needed to get away from my apartment, because I distract myself too easily when I'm here. Although, I did get some stuff done this morning. I came home and worked some more problems while watching the CMA's... (I'm so over Taylor Swift...) Now, I thought I'd update the blog and write out some more Anatomy Flashcards before going to bed!
Love to you all!!
I haven't been doing stellar on the tests I've taken, but I can't complain... So far, I haven't gotten a major grade < 80, so I'm okay with that, not necessarily happy, being the perfectionist that I am...
I woke up Friday with a sore, sore throat which progressed into congestion through the day. Saturday I woke up with major congestion and thought I had a sinus infection. I waited around to see the doctor who assured me it was only congestion and gave me an Rx for Flonase and instructions to take OTC Mucinex D, push the clear liquids and rest-- halting what little ambition I had to study for the Physiology test Monday. I watched the Blackshirts BOOM the Sooners and went to bed early.
Sunday I sat/laid by the pool while I studied and took a break to walk along the river. It was soo beautiful. the leaves are falling now and it's lovely!
Monday
Physiology Test went alright... and the day improved: I found out I can go to the football game while I'm home!!! My cousin called and asked if she could stay with me next week becuase she has an interview at UT Health!!! We had the afternoon off because Anatomy Lab is OVER (aside from the practical next week) so I cleaned the kitchen, baked pumpkin bars, made mashed taters and went to my friends' place for meatloaf, taters, green bean casserole and bars!!! mmmm mmm mmmmmm We ended up hanging out for a while afterwards which was nice, to relax.
Tuesday
We got our Theory Lab practical back... Not good. It's frustrating because I KNOW what I'm doing and I feel like it was set up unfairly, but that's how it goes, I guess. I wish we had better feedback on it, but that's how it goes. I guess. It was just an off day all together.
Today
I went into school for 6 hours even though we didn't have class in the morning nor lab this afternoon, but I needed to get away from my apartment, because I distract myself too easily when I'm here. Although, I did get some stuff done this morning. I came home and worked some more problems while watching the CMA's... (I'm so over Taylor Swift...) Now, I thought I'd update the blog and write out some more Anatomy Flashcards before going to bed!
Love to you all!!
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
which is better? one or two?
Seriously. a Big Deal. We learned how to do subjective refraction today!!! "Which one is clearer? This one or that one?" All of the little lens flips are in fact, NOT to make a you go crazy. Just an added benefit.
We also started "blood and pus" as Doc Newman calls it- and looked at pictures of different and anomalies visible from the outside of the eye.
I much prefer spinning dials to bluh-d and puss.
As for the next few days (and weeks, I guess) I think the real question is...
which is better? coffee or sleep??
We also started "blood and pus" as Doc Newman calls it- and looked at pictures of different and anomalies visible from the outside of the eye.
I much prefer spinning dials to bluh-d and puss.
As for the next few days (and weeks, I guess) I think the real question is...
which is better? coffee or sleep??
Sunday, October 25, 2009
hugs.
I miss hugs. lots. It's not like at home yet. I don't know people well enough, well, I do, but we see each other all day, every day and hugs don't seem to be as appropriate then, I guess? I don't know. I miss hugs from Tia and Kevin. They are my favorite huggers. No offense to the rest, but they just are my favorites.
Kaila and I were planning on going to early mass to give us some extra time to study today. She overslept, so I went by myself. Deacon Eddie at St. Peter's walked in just ahdead of me this morning. He held the door open for me and winked a little. Had someone under the age of 60 done it, it probably would have been a little creepy, but it definitely wasn't. After mass, I stayed a little longer to finish my rosary. I had started to feel a little emotional but was fighting through it, but thinking, "I could really use a hug to encourage me, make me less homesick and motivate me to study my hiney off for this test tomorrow." Anyway, as I was walking out, Deacon Eddie, who was coming back in says to me, "Ya knowa, I hehve speh-cial priv-lig-es as a DEAcon. . . I geht to geeve huhgs." I smiled and said, "It's just what I need!" And he gave me a big bear hug.
It helped me feel good, but also sad...?... I know, it doesn't really make sense, but really do girl's emotions EVER make sense?
Kaila and I were planning on going to early mass to give us some extra time to study today. She overslept, so I went by myself. Deacon Eddie at St. Peter's walked in just ahdead of me this morning. He held the door open for me and winked a little. Had someone under the age of 60 done it, it probably would have been a little creepy, but it definitely wasn't. After mass, I stayed a little longer to finish my rosary. I had started to feel a little emotional but was fighting through it, but thinking, "I could really use a hug to encourage me, make me less homesick and motivate me to study my hiney off for this test tomorrow." Anyway, as I was walking out, Deacon Eddie, who was coming back in says to me, "Ya knowa, I hehve speh-cial priv-lig-es as a DEAcon. . . I geht to geeve huhgs." I smiled and said, "It's just what I need!" And he gave me a big bear hug.
It helped me feel good, but also sad...?... I know, it doesn't really make sense, but really do girl's emotions EVER make sense?
Friday, October 23, 2009
the weeks to come...
the wonderful world of tests begins Monday.
In the course of two weeks (14 days), we have:
M: Anatomy Test/Optics Quiz
R: Biochemistry Test
F: Theory and Methods Test/Optics Quiz
M: Optics Test
T: Theory Lab Practical
R: Neuroanatomy Test
M: Physiology Test
BLECH. Yuck. The worst part about it is that you fall behind in all of the rest of the classes because you ignore them to study for the class that you have the most immediate test in. . . They told us not to fall behind, boy were they right. It never fails.
On a better note: We are becoming awesome at making mneumonics. . . Branches of certian arteries and veins come a lot faster that way.
Nothing too exciting is happening, besides studying all the time. I wish there was a way to make it fun. As. If.
Anytime I make it "fun" (a glass of wine, or a movie...) I get too distracted and don't get anything done anyway. Alas!
One of the guys I've known since birth got married this evening. I wish I could have been there. Our parents are good friends. His dad and mine are buddies from high school that still play cards together with the wives from time to time. It's weird to think of someone you've known that long to get married. Yes, I know several people my age and/or younger are/will be married, but it's different when it's someone you've known FOREVER and when it's someone you met in college or a little later on in life...
I noticed on the drive home that THE LEAVES ARE FINALLY CHANGING 'round these parts. I was starting to worry that I wouldn't see fall leaves, but they're starting. : ) It felt like fall today, feeling crisp and smelling leafy.
This is becoming quite a random conglomeration of thoughts.
In the course of two weeks (14 days), we have:
M: Anatomy Test/Optics Quiz
R: Biochemistry Test
F: Theory and Methods Test/Optics Quiz
M: Optics Test
T: Theory Lab Practical
R: Neuroanatomy Test
M: Physiology Test
BLECH. Yuck. The worst part about it is that you fall behind in all of the rest of the classes because you ignore them to study for the class that you have the most immediate test in. . . They told us not to fall behind, boy were they right. It never fails.
On a better note: We are becoming awesome at making mneumonics. . . Branches of certian arteries and veins come a lot faster that way.
Nothing too exciting is happening, besides studying all the time. I wish there was a way to make it fun. As. If.
Anytime I make it "fun" (a glass of wine, or a movie...) I get too distracted and don't get anything done anyway. Alas!
One of the guys I've known since birth got married this evening. I wish I could have been there. Our parents are good friends. His dad and mine are buddies from high school that still play cards together with the wives from time to time. It's weird to think of someone you've known that long to get married. Yes, I know several people my age and/or younger are/will be married, but it's different when it's someone you've known FOREVER and when it's someone you met in college or a little later on in life...
I noticed on the drive home that THE LEAVES ARE FINALLY CHANGING 'round these parts. I was starting to worry that I wouldn't see fall leaves, but they're starting. : ) It felt like fall today, feeling crisp and smelling leafy.
This is becoming quite a random conglomeration of thoughts.
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